Someone finally knows.
So, I know I haven’t been around for ages now and to be honest I dont really know why I came back this time. But here I am, I thought I would say that now my Aunt knows exactly what is going on with me. She knows everything, I have actually finally opened up to someone in my immediate life (except Catherine of course) and she is now trying to help me through everything and help me get better.
It was tough to tell her, to open up again after telling my story to someone else who ended up getting sick and passing away was a huge thing for me and boy did I struggle, I cried, I ran, I screamed, I had the most horrible flashbacks and the pain was immense. But now it’s out there, she knows and she didn’t leave me. She didn’t leave and there is only 1 other person who didn’t leave me (you know who you are Mummy M).
I guess it just goes to show that you have to keep moving along until you find that right person, the right person who will stand by you through everything, through every emotion, through the running, the screaming, the hurting. Everything…….the person/people who give a damn!
Keep going girls, there will be someone who can help you if you just keep believing in tomorrow.
love you all
TS xxxx
Im glad you came back and your still hanging in there. im glad you spoke to somebody. I have also spoken to someone i know about me and i feel so much more secure now. Has it helped you do you think? how are you doing? xx
Hey babe, I have missed you! how have you been holding up? It has defo helped me opening up to someone else….. I didnt think it would help me but it has and now I am so glad I have done it. its still a bit scary talking but its nice to have someone else to go to if I ever need them xx I am doing ok actually hun. I am away at the moment but I am flying back on the 25th and then coming back out a couple of weeks later xxx keep in touch babes xxx