Peanut has gone, but I am still here.

So,

I lost the baby, at 12 weeks. To be honest with you, I wasn’t really sure it would last, my body is not strong enough yet and we weren’t trying to get pregnant, it just happened, it was an accident, although I was so happy when I found out!
I am not stong enough, my body is not strong enough and neither is my mind.

So, even though this news is a massive blow for me, maybe it happened for a reason? I honestly don’t know. I feel numb at the moment and just really tired so I am just taking each day as it comes and when my body is ready, I am sure I will be a mother one day, that just isnt today.

TS
xxxxxx

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8 Responses to “Peanut has gone, but I am still here.”

  1. Hi, my name is Elle. I found your blog through a link from MamaV’s site–I hope you don’t mind. I just wanted to say, I’m so incredibly sorry about your baby. :( I don’t know if you’re religious or not, but all of this might be a part of God’s plan. I hope you feel better soon. Stay strong! (Even though you say you’re not strong enough, I think you seem like a really strong person already.)

    Elle

    saywhaattt said this on August 30, 2009 at 9:52 pm |

  2. Hi Elle,

    Of course I don’t mind! You are welcome here anytime :)

    Thank you so much for your comment, I have been told a lot that things happen for a reason so I am trying to keep that in mind. Although its hard for me sometimes, I do try to be stong and stay that way as long as possible! xxxx

    So Elle, tell me about yourself, you dont have to if you would rather not xxx

    Hope your ok. Take Care

    TS
    xxx

    twistsis said this on September 1, 2009 at 9:00 am |

  3. Hi :)
    Thanks. Well, I’m a college student in New York City, USA. Umm… that’s pretty much it. Haha.

    Take care as well!
    Elle

    saywhaattt said this on September 6, 2009 at 7:44 pm |

  4. Hey Elle,

    Ok… I am officially jealous!!! It is my lifes dream to go to New York!!!! I have just finished ready I heart New York and it was brilliant and I am sooo looking forward to the day I get to go!!
    My friend has just booked a month long trip across america and she is ending in New York, she has invited me to meet her in the good old NYC for a few days so that might be booked in November! If thats the case, we need to meet up and you can show me around, how does that sound???

    TS
    xxxxxx

    twistsis said this on September 9, 2009 at 2:03 pm |

  5. hey darling, sorry for being so shit lately. im really sorry to hear this, but i hope you are ok and moving forward. everything happens for a reason right?

    once again sorry for being out of contact. love u lots Lottie xXx

    cmep said this on September 12, 2009 at 1:03 pm |

  6. Lottie!!

    Babes how are you? miss you loads babe!! I am doing alright x Things are getting a lil better every week so thats good!

    What you been up to?

    TSxxxxx

    twistsis said this on September 15, 2009 at 2:16 am |

  7. Hi, elle again. Sorry for not being online for quite some time! I’ll definitely show you around if you come. :) actually, I think new York is really dirty and noisy sometimes, hehehe.

    saywhaattt said this on October 5, 2009 at 3:13 pm |

    • Hey Elle,

      Glad to hear from you, sorry about the lateness of my reply, things have been a bit up in the air for me at the moment. BUT New york is defo still on the cards and once it is all booked I will let you know when I am coming and you can come show me around xxxx

      twistsis said this on October 20, 2009 at 11:44 am |

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