What are we going to do with our lives?
Hi Girls! Welcome to the sister site of mamaVISION, twistedSISTER.
As I am someone who knows exactly how you are all feeling, I thought I would share with you my day to day struggles have that go with having an ED. I am not doing this because I feel that my problems are worse than anyone elses or even because I am trying to convince you to start recovery, I am doing this so you all know you are not alone in what you are feeling.
So many of us, go through our lives with our ED’s feeling completely alone, feeling like people dont understand why we do what we do or even what it takes to live with it. I know I have, and to some degree still do.
But do we actually make people aware of it? The people who surround me and all of you are supposed to love and care about is and we are supposed to love and care in return. So why? Why do we continue to push people away? Why do we not allow the people we care about to know how we are feeling?
I cant give you that answer, we are all different even if our ED’s are the same. We all deal in different ways, we push people away for different reasons.
My hope is this, that from reading what I write I may make myself and maybe some of you stop and think. Think about what you want in life, who you want in your life and above all who YOU want to be in your own life. Not what others want you to be but YOU.
If you don’t like what I write on anyday about anything then tough, this is me, I can be blunt, I can be too honest and I can be selfish. This is me, its who I am, and to be honest with you I am fed up with changing who I am to please everyone else!
If you don’t like it, don’t read it, make comments if you like, ask questions that’s fine by me but don’t tell me to stop talking about certain things or slate me because you don’t agree with what I am saying.
This is my life and I am dealing the only way I know how.
If you like it, find it helpful even then that is great!! I want you guys to like it, I would love for you to talk to me, but at the end of the day this is for me as it is you.
-TS
Hey, I’m a recovering/not recovering (it changes on a daily basis) anorexic, self-harmer who is 15 and freaking out about every time I go to the nutritionist but such as life. I have blog about my recovery/non-recovery at http://ibitebackanorexia.blogspot.com Check it out!
You know what? I like selfish, blunt girls who just deal with things. I’m looking forward to reading more of your blog as you write it!
kristina, thank you for your comment. I like your blog!! And while reading your post the thing that I loved most was your honesty, you know that you are in recovery but also admit that you slip a couple of times which is normal!!
I hope to see more of your comments on here
TS
Natalie, I am glad you like how I am, sometimes people dont quite get it but at the end of the day its me!!
Hope you enjoy reading
TS
i’m all for blunt and honest as well. (this will probably come as a surprise to absolutely no one). looking forward to reading more.
Looking forward to reading more
) Keep up to good poating TS
looking forward to the posts!
I’m looking forward to reading what you have to say, TS. I’m curious, and I hope that you one day conquer this demon. Well, I hope that one day EVERYBODY suffering from ANY mental illness conquers their demons! It sure feels good that first time…